So, as I've said before, I'm in something called the Academy at my school. And I'm sitting there thinking to myself just now...what the hell am I putting myself through?
I mean, I have friends, and schoolwork to balance out, you know? The fact that one of my friends are going through a hard time and I now have a school family, I just think that my friends need me more than my pencils, you know?
I can't risk staying after school everyday. I can't handle the extra school work, and I can't handle summer school. It's all too much on me. I want to be with my school family. I don't want to be forced to do supposedly "more challenging" things. All I want to do is quit.
But I can't just quit like that! There's a lot of good sides to the academy too. But, it's difficult. I don't know what to do. What if I get a different lunch period than all of my family? I can't hang out with them after school, because that's when I have my extra period. I can't hang out with them before school, because I have to wait in the band line. What would I do? All of the extra schoolwork would just add up my free-time so I wouldn't be able to visit them on the weekends either. I'm so confused....
I just don't know what to do for one of the first times in my life.
I think I just died a little inside,
Sarah D.
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You'll figure it out. Don't stress yourself out too much, it's early yet.
p.s. I found you...
p.p.s. You should take your last name off your profile so freaky people don't come and stalk you. And also so I won't have to kick their ass when that happens.
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